Burrrrrrrppppppp

I had some reprieve from the sickness last week, but it's back again.  I was up for hours last night sick and totally wide awake.  Made getting up for work really, really fun.  I was an hour late.  Oh well.  What are they going to do, fire me?  Nope.

I'm burping like you wouldn't believe.  It all started around the time of Jerseylicious last night (oh the irony, trashy show, trash burps), and continued all night long into today.  It kind of feels like I'm burping to keep from either A. feeling sick or B. throwing up.  Either way I'm not enjoying the increase in air going on right now.  I will be 11 weeks on Wednesday.  Then 3 more weeks until this first trimester is over.  I'm hoping I start feeling better soon.

The exhaustion is totally kicking my ass.  I can't even believe it.  Maybe it's because I was up half the night last night, but I can barely muster a walk down the hall to pee.  So pitiful.  I can't wait to get home and plop my butt on the couch for the night.

My pants are doing an interesting roll over thing.  The belly must be getting bigger because I don't think the pants are shrinking.  I'm only up one pound today since we found out we were expecting.  I was up two, but I went down over the weekend.  Not sure what the deal is there, probably water weight fluctuating.  Either way I think the bump is developing.  Why else would my pants do the roll over maneuver?  I'm ready to look pregnant and not just overweight.

My next appointment is Wednesday.  Looks like I'm heading to this one alone.  I'm OK with that, but I just keep thinking "What if there's no heartbeat and I have to find that out alone?"  Eternal pessimist.  Just hoping for a strong heartbeat and everything to look OK.

My best from home is throwing me a shower up north in Ohio on July 28.  I'm so excited for that.  She's the best.  She's even going to come down for a few days after the baby is here and after hubby goes back to work, so I don't have to be alone and can make that transition.  It will be so fab to have her here.  I miss my friends more than anything.